he gave them back to me last week. i dont know why im so forgetful. my mattess doesnt feel like it used to. everything moves how id like it to. i am eternally grateful for the tragectory of my life and all its secondary courses. i wish i could see more. im working on my patience again, maybe the moon gives me more the sight i yearn for. last years greetings werent as poetic.i think my son knows hes loved.ive tried my best to give him everything my mother forgot to give me.

hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry

wheres my mind

i am running out of time

theres nothing here for me